Lust For Cheez-Its…

There’s no such thing as a single handful of Cheez-Its – or even enough Cheez-Its. I really like them — Cheez-Its; like opium, orgasm and a good nap rolled into one. My Cheez-Its come in a large red box with two defining burnt orange stripes across the front.

This cracker's cracker...

They are lightly salted snack crackers, square in shape and bursting with a synthetic, yet robust cheddar flavor. They are addictive.  Hell, Cheez-Its put the crack in the word cracker. To think about it, Cheez-Its ought to be shaped like little rock crystals and packaged in a glass pipe with a mouth-stem — and two defining burnt orange stripes across the front.

Who put the word "crack" in cracker...? Cheez-It did...

As my major weakness, Cheez-Its strike hardest when I am least expecting them to — when I am hiding behind my own complacency. I open my pantry in search of a quick fix for a momentary hunger. A Choc-O-Dile is too much, too fattening. Dried banana chips are too… too… well, just not enough. Saltines? Too dry! Rice cakes? Maybe, but only when the scientists who built the Mars rover get around to improving the flavor and consistency of rice cakes — not until!!! Cheez-Its? Yes, just a handful will do me fine.

I grab the unopened box and cautiously use a fingernail to break the glue seal bonding cardboard against cardboard at the top of the box. The bounty is revealed, and I partially extract the wax paper bag from within. Keenly aware of my dietary concerns, my fingers draw but a half-dozen or so crackers and I raise them to my anxious mouth.

My first taste of Cheez-Its on an empty stomach is both a rush, and a relief. Initial contact with the tongue provokes an increased heart rate. My vision blurs — but just a bit. An involuntary moan is inaudible to those about me. A shutter spreads up my spine and across my shoulders. My eyes roll back in my head and I briefly see God — frick, I love these things.

A little water will help pass the first bite along to the stomach, making room for the more important second bite which, I now rationalize, is perfectly okay since I exercise so much.  In my mouth, the taste fosters the craving, and the craving now grows like a Wyoming brush fire spreading in the wind. Cheez-Its break down instantly in the mouth and can be kneaded like dough by the tongue and teeth – something to eat and something to do.

The second handful awakens me. The artificially enhanced “Cheez” flavor stimulates all of my senses. The salt heightens my desire for more. My craving quickly merges into an unnatural passion. A third handful evokes a slight feeling of gluttony. After all, it’s just been a few hands full, right? The fourth handful is usually the largest and most satisfying — 12 pieces or so, some falling to the floor as they rub the folds on their way out from the wax bag. My gluttony begins t conquer me, and the craving has grown stronger still. The mild moan evolves into a heartier twitch.

Finally, a food pyramid I can wrap my mind around -- as well as my mouth...

The fifth, sixth, and seventh hands full are doing sinister justice to my psyche. The wax paper bag is now noticeably depleted and a mild depression sets in as a film of guilt shrink-wraps itself around my brain. However, like a mental game of rock, paper, scissors, the profound satisfaction of flavor beats guilt every time… and I continue on.

Whatever I was doing, wherever I was going upon opening this box of Cheez-Its is less a priority with each doughy bite. I am now seated, probably watching TV or even in bed — I am cozy. A bottle of water has found its way into my non-feeding hand, the red box with the orange stripes is held firmly between my legs with the top propped open for an easy reach-in. A commitment has been made between me and this box, stronger than any human relationship I have ever had. The box is a both alter and sanctuary – the contents, fuel and stimulant. I nurse the box with an increased caution as empty space grows and substance decreases.

Across the room my dog’s quizzical eyes are fixed on me as my legs hold to the box more firmly, and my pet becomes more suspect than companion. Like a one night stand in a Paris hotel, I continue through my evening savoring each moment as if it were my last on Earth.

I recognize that in parting, though completely satisfied, I will be left in the wake of pain and solitude. A few crumbs and some orange powder are now all that is left at the bottom of the red box with the burnt orange stripes. I draw the wax paper bag from within the box one final time, tilt it up and pour the crumbly remains into my mouth, allowing the dominant salt taste to sanctify my final swallow.

The sight of the empty bag at arm’s length sounds a gong in my mind, breaking me from the trance which has consumed me for the past 20  minutes. Fantasy gives way to reality; I just consumed 1780 calories, 212 grams of carbohydrate and 84 grams of fat. Not to mention the clinical abrasions which have forged a living scar across the roof of my mouth.  Guilt?  Maybe.  Frustration?  Could be.  Satisfaction?  Guaranteed!!!

Cheize the moment...

 We are one, my Cheez-Its and I.   A moment has been seized.  Be well.  rc

19 responses

  1. 1) Understand — please, IT’S A JOKE — just a fantasy!!! Maybe once every couple of years does it actually go down this way.

    2) No Cheez-Its werre hamred in the writing of this column…

  2. HOLY CRAP! I thought I was reading a trashy romance novel at first!!! 🙂 LOVED THIS!!!!

    Well, I will go back to my comment from your tease… I friggin loved cheez-its when I was young & fat along with wheat thins & triscuits & all those yummy crackers! I WILL NOT keep any of these in my house & rarely even allow a taste when I am at a get together with them. Sometimes yes, but not too often! After I lost the weight, crackers were part of my problem for not getting leaner than I could be…

    My mom & I loved those cheez-its & that little parody above was close to reality! Never did the whole box thing BUT mad e a dent!

    BUT, I must say this…. get the message along with this for those that read it as there is a message!

    THX ROY and another thing we have in common.. cheez-its!

  3. Somehow I feel so much better knowing that even you, Roy, have a weakness. It’s kind of a sick, guilty pleasure like knowing that supermodels still get zits sometimes, it’s childish and shallow, but we still get a kick from knowing that no one is perfect all of the time!

    Sadly, my weakness for Goldfish crackers would rival your need for Cheez-its.

  4. Wow – this post was sexxxy! Lol!

    I had never heard of Cheezits until now, but you have captured my exact relationship with chocolate! That precise scenario used to happen to me every day with chocolate bars, until January 1st, 2010 that is. That’s why I stay away from it now!!!!!

  5. LOL!! Great read!

    I’ve heard about a smoking cessation technique, perhaps called rapid smoking, where you just keep slamming down smokes until you get sick. Of course Cheez-its may just laugh at that foolishness.

  6. WOOHOO!!!!! Now that is what I’m talking about! I couldn’t wipe the smile from my face reading your Cheez-it addiction because that is me!

    I’ve never ate a whole box, except for the smaller box they have now, but oh I could.

    Great, great great! Thanks for sharing this one!

  7. Jody: Agreed, I cant keep them around my house at all. They may have a shelf-life of 6 months, but in my household, the shelf-life is closer to 6 minutes.

    Karen: No offense taken. Goldfish are a reasonable substitute for Cheez-Its, and I have dipped my net into the goldfish tank a time or two as well.

    Carla: Oh Canada…….!!! Wholly crap, how could you be North American and have never heard of Cheez-its…? Rhetorical. Trust me, like crack, and Chocodiles, you are better off not knowing. There are Chocodiles in Canada, yes..? Not rhetorical.

    Dr. J: I tried the program– it does no work. But I may try it again 🙂 and again 🙂 and again 🙂

    Sheri: We are family — we of the red box with burnt orange stripes. Wink wink, nod nod.

    Karen: Enslave me, and I will spend 1,000 years building that pyramid 🙂

  8. Great read Roy. I **almost** believed it. Then I realized you were in fantastic shape and people that are in fantastic shape can’t choke down boxes of cheese-its and usually do not shop in the processed food isles. Thank goodness you cleared this up in your comments section!

    I like Jody used to love all of those little cracker treats but like a crack addict, I cannot be around them (just yet anyway) and I’m sure they have added to my expanding waistline over the years. Evil things they are.

  9. I was kinda right with my guess! Seize the Cheez-Its! I could do (and have done) the same thing with a package of Oreos. I’d swear to just eat two, but before I knew it I was downing the last two cookies. I love Cheez-its too and Goldfish crackers. I NEVER buy those things.

  10. Oh dear lord, you have been to my kitchen. And YES, the darned ‘cheeze’ crackers are the worst. The other day they were on sale, so I bought some ‘for my husband’. Then I decided he needed me to portion them out. And then taste test them. And then eat some of them. And then eat all of them. Seriously, they are the worst and best thing on the planet. 😀 Glad to know I am not the only one that loves eating fake cheese crackers. hah!

  11. Roy, my daughter could have written this post! We don’t have Cheez Its in Canada and whenever we go stateside, she asks for a box. Last weekend we were in Point Roberts (barely below the border!) and we stopped at Mini-mart to pick up a box for her and an Almond Joy for me (my American ‘treat’)! Thanks for the morning laugh!

  12. Late to the party… but this is so funny I put a shortcut on my desktop. I’m always referring to my Cheez-It jones and wish I could quit, but not yet.

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